shamelessness and broken hearts

the kiddie convos from today are not coming to my mind at the moment. except for this one little boy who was asking a girl on an "icee date" for tomorrow. and her little friend said, "what about me?" and he yelled back, "i already asked you and you said no. YOU BROKE MY HEART!" that last phrase he yelled super loud as he walked off.
Bahahahha.

so i went to do the devotional at a cabin that i ate lunch at yesterday. lunch was sorta fried popcorn chicken and tater tots. with a side salad pre-drowned in ranch. mmmm. but the people were sweet. however. the pastor was SHAMELESSLY trying to hook me up with one of their counselors. yipes.
so bold faced about it. the poor guy was looking like he had been horsewhipped into coming over to talk to me. and could barely carry on a conversation. talking to people that i am making nervous is really exhausting.
anyhoo. tonight after devo the pastor was trying to arrange for boy to escort me back to my room. i said, "oh no no it's okay i'll be fine." and out of the corner of my eye i saw he was starting to put on his hat to go out... but heard me saying no and just took it off and sat back down and was staring holes into the ground. poor lil fella. i felt bad. but i am not sure i could have taken the awkwardness that was about to happen.


all that aside. the devotional went great. they kept asking questions and so i ended up talking for an hour. God definitely inspired and fuled it and i really do feel like some kids in that group were HEARING HIM. so cool.

i think i'm about to go play jungle pong for the first time ever.... we shall see how this goes.